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Hello to the writers and the crew for all the good you brought to us fans. My name is Jason Somers and i have some goos idvice. for a new cartoon and some ideals on robot chicken.at least you can do is read this as a fan. seth green your an Icon but we all know that! i have to make this suspendful becuz i have some great info! please read and write me back and I can give you all the thoughts and ideals i have i can't write my pictures out but i have one more thing you guys are missing.so i to to a risk. risk vs. reward u gotta read

Sitting here finally giving in to the unwelcome thoughts I'd rather not indulge right now....but fuck it....it is what it is.

I wouldn't call this a mid life crisis because I plan on living well past 56. It is more like a life reckoning. I have seen death, witnessed birth, known love, felt hate and will continue to embrace life despite what hurdles I've overcome in the past or which ones the future may hold.

I believe of all that I have faced in this life thus far, that fear has been as rewarding as it has been difficult to push through. The what ifs, the should haves, could haves but ultimately did nots. I think fear is the one thing that truly holds us back and it is of our own design. Letting us become both puppeteer and puppet guided by strings we control in one sense or another. Every event in life has a ripple effect of some sort, all being concious choices we made at some point or another. I'm seeing now that the ripple can only be blammed on the stone and that an arm guided that stone. In short I see I see now that the tail will never wag the dog. I see people blaming thier girlfriends, boyfriends, parents, bosses, cops...whatever and overlooking the one common thread binding them all together. The common denominator in every "problem" they have ever encountered.

Themselves.

People are afraid to take risks. To remove themselves from the melancholy comfort they have gotten used to. Again, as in most things, I am reminded of my son. Who boldly, effortlessly runs forward into anything his heart desires and pursues it with passionate tenacity. It makes me proud to know that even though a little part of me went into him every bit of him is within me. When in our "growth" or journey into adulthood, did we dismiss this carefree lust for life? No pile of leaves was safe on the walk home. Every puddle would draw us in beyond any and all contestation of ruining new shoes or walking the rest of the way home soaked. Some older souls would argue that reason simply commands the developed mind and that children haven't found it as of yet. And to an extent I would have to agree.

However there are too many aspects of youth that I feel we should never outgrow. Perhaps I'm crazy but I think to be a better man I need to ask a woman..To be a better adult I should get the insight of a child. All consuming fear giving us tunnell vision, hiding the world around us. Obscuring and distorting what we are able to see into something else entirely. Like how elephants when young are tied by a simple rope that at the time they cannot break free of that will bind them until they draw that last breath even though they could break a chain twenty times as strong a few years later.

How many times have you heard or even said I would love to do this but..what if...this could happen...or blah blah blah. People who want to go skydiving but don't. Or cliff jumping..or even something as simple as trusting somebody. I think the bold granted may not share the longevity of life as the cautious do, but do the cautious truly live in comparison? Or do they simply "make it through another day". Like the elephant I think fear has about as much control over you as you decide to give it.

Fuck fear.

And don't be an elephant dumbo.

Love you guys,

jason Somers

Email: jason_somers42022@yahoo.com